She was an emotional individual. She called me on the phone and said, "I have now learnt to live with HIV". She has declared herself HIV positive and I cried all night.
I remember she told me last year. "Kamala, I like a good husband.".
I told her, "I want you to become happy and if there is anything that I could do, I would be happy. Anyway, your trust considering me capable enough of giving suggestions in your personal decisions, this truly means a lot to me". And then we became very good friends.
Last year, I had celebrated her birthday. I told her, "Regarding the wedding issue it is your decision whom you will marry."
I further added, "I suggest that you find someone who is willing to accept the way you are."
I know finding love in marriage is hard for female.
She told me that she wants to see me. I mean after all I know I was her good friend. She was tested positive for HIV in 2010. She did not receive any medical help. I really wanted to help her. She got the HIV from her husband. Her husband did not informed her about the HIV infections prior to their marriage.
I went out the house. I put on my shoes and hurriedly reached the street. I even didn't inform my mother about my departure. When I was pushing myself through a busy street, an office co-worker, disturbed me. I escaped.
I told myself my life would be incomplete in the absence of her friendship. I was eager to meet her. I have forgotten my family at this time. I wished to pass the whole day with her. I would like to buy her a lot of things at a time but my income does not allow me to do so.
If I had a lot of money , I would take out her from the rented house and build a beautiful house of her own. I would buy a small motor bike for her pleasure. I would buy all the up to date and fashionable clothes for her. My heart filled with the love and tears for her. I was fully sunk into the depth of her life. I went to market and bought a bottle of scent for her. I wanted to keep her happy. The people on the way seemed to disturb me. The way to her house was quite long today. I was eager to meet her.
When I neared to the room of her, I fixed my hair style and dress unconsciously. After a while, the door was opened. It was her husband standing at the door. Her husband welcomed me. My eyes were searching for my friend . "Where is my friend?" I asked.
He said, "She has disappeared since last night. Either she died or returned back to her village. I informed the police. I searched for her everywhere but she is nowhere," he said.
I couldn't decide what to do. I remained standing with scent bottle, looking at her husband.