We were engaged in abstract love what I have learnt from you. At present I am repeating the letter of your's to me .
Mother ! the definition of love is same and I am to make the relation more sensitive, it is certain love brings only positive results. I might win in love.
I know , the time has pulled us together in such a position where we are bound to make an agreement. The agreement will indicate a new path to proceed. Why does not the life run according to our will ? Mother! we can dedicate to lead life only when we are experienced about it. I dared to introduce you the meaning , depth, aim and dedication of love. It means I am mentally ready to make an agreement with pain and sorrow. We can't uplift ourselves beyond the definition of life . Life is short.
After long struggle of freedom, I reached to you and possibly can proceed the life alone without you. Or, I can start an independent journey. The journey should not get full stop as there is no full stop of love. If love should be considered as an undefined, this happens to be incomplete in itself and these can't be included in the measurement of love, love can have a number of definitions. The one definition among these on the measurement of love is the nearness of heart and the support of feeling. Of course a love can dissolve like fantasy, but the ups and downs of fantasy's air wing is never a love. If love is accepted in an easy and simple way, love is a decoration, a worship.
Mother, I still remember, I talked an extremely sentimental.. 'Let's go for a walk just a while.' you held my hand and began to insist to go out. We started walking and began for a long journey. The happiness of our life have reaching up to us and I too have been trying to inhabit into you being like a dear friend. Really you are the alternation of mine to become happy.
Mother, do you remember how we take a rest at the small road of nearby. 'What a coincidence of our relationship!' I'm not in a state to tell you much though I want to. I don't know what conclusion you drew from listening my talk, but it is that you did like this talk. Mother, you kept speaking, 'Life is not that easy and either it's difficult without remedy which you merely talk about relationship and time. Such imagination might be affecting you every moment and you're on the way of falling down slowly from the roof of your activeness. This is my view. But, I request not to be so. I wish you to be good, there is only a good woman, it is said – in the comparison with great women. Mine is only love for you.' I guessed you were evaluating yourself while speaking this and searching for a clear expression of losing in a journey of love. I have got many things to talk with you.
I said, 'mother, In our relationship there is an agreement, belief and love". Sometime in the past, sitting at this very place we were delighted in the imagination to make the golden dreams of life come true. While we are on our journey, there comes a change but which will become a beginning journey for second path. Maybe we have become too near. It might be hard for us to depart because of love, who knows of the heart? This can be prolonged to any extent, this way, where we can't depart. This way the life which we're leading now and will remain alive forever.
Believe me, I love you. You are the one to whom I loved. You see it, I shouldnot be away from you this way otherwise the remembrance will remain strong within me and I again become alone. No one has come so kindly in my life as you have. I feel whether the illusion of my passion have come into your feeling in that planted love?
I keep watching at the shining moon. Mother, I am eager to inform you. I am really happy to see the day to day growing love relationship between you and me. I thank you for such inspiration.' Your letter has shown me right path of life. The age I passed and am trying to compose a song for the successful life.
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